Its okay to not be okay

Steamboat last weekend at Hui's house w the HDBabies!! :) Budget of 30buck worth of food to satisfy 7 mouths (Y)!! We even had leftovers towards the end of the dinner. DIY-ed our own steamboat and I've to admit it's really nice heh wo xi huan! Initially I was still whining that we should go for our chompchomp dinner instead cuz steamboat is so troublesome. But I'm glad we decided to steamboat first cuz it's really awesome. Wonder if it's bcuz we prepared it ourselves so it tasted so yummy. Healthy and economic ^^ Chompchomp date shall be postpone till another day~


The oh-so-not friendly xiao bai that kinda bit me when I accidentally kicked it. Nice petty?! Hahaha grr.


Sometimes I've so much to say yet I can't write them down all here cuz I'm tired of explaining what happened. But I'm actually quite thankful cuz the reason why they're asking if bcuz they care. That's for the majority. For the minority who are just plain nosy, plz "i see you see i see you" off :) There are times when I prefer to keep stuffs to myself. Not bcuz I don't trust my friends or what. I just needed my own space. Respect my privacy. I've learnt not to probe so much into other's privacy too. Cuz knowing too much may prove to be quite damaging somehow. That's why I've started a habit of keeping a diary recently! To pen down the more prominent events that have been happening. I hope my habit won't die down so fast though haha.

Sometimes I feel that I've failed as a friend/bff/npy, cuz I feel that I haven't been doing enough. I wanna make things right, but it all seems so hard. Why is it so. Why are things so complicated. Why can't we simplify things. But no matter how strongly I feel, I will not force my ideologies on others. We're all seperate individuals and it's normal for us to think and feel differently. I'll just offer you my two cents worth. If you like it then take it. Otherwise just leave it. But I won't tolerate those that try to hurt my loved ones. To my dearest Q stay strong ily. You definitely deserve better than this. What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. Seeing you in awhile mwa mwa.